weird morning

I feel so weird this morning. This time yesterday I was walking on Holcombe beach with my Mum and the dog, and now I'm back in my Uni room, dazed, tired and alone. It feels like such a contrast. Even tho' the holidays only lasted two weeks, it seems much longer than that, and for some reason I feel even more isolated than the times before when Dad has dropped me off at Uni -- this time I took the train. Long days like yesterday always make me feel strange, when you start the day in one place and end it in another...and even tho' the actual journey didn't take that long (about 3 1/2 hours), because I didn't eat or drink much during the day I felt really weak and sad by the time I reached my room. I went on the computer for a while then had a big nap, dinner and then I watched Grey's Anatomy before going to sleep. All through my dinner I was so tired and hungry that I almost cried several times, but when I was in bed, I didn't cry, I just went to sleep. Now I feel really weird, not having cried, because that's the way I usually transition from home to uni, by crying because I miss my family, and letting that out and then moving on. Now this morning I have to get up and it's all business as usual, I have to go to the Office and sign in and see if there's anything I have to do/collect etc. I don't have any classes today tho', so soon enough I'll be back here, and I'll just have to sit around and wait for tomorrow to happen, because I know I have a class then. It's Easter Monday (tho' it doesn't feel like it to me) so I don't know if I'll even be able to go to the supermarket and buy some food. Aie...so tired...