the thing...

It got sooo bad today. The thing I keep talking about, that I never actually talk about, if you know what I mean. I actually dreamt about it last night, I think that's why I...why it got so bad, why I was thinking about it all day. It's getting silly now, I'm going to have to tell somebody soon.
*whines*
I felt like crying half the day because I couldn't see it happening. The words coming out, etc. I dunno. I'm just.......confused. Very confused at the moment.

Hmm...

I feel weird. Rather tired, and sad. But I have no idea why. I....

*listens to Franz Ferdinand*

I have a lot of homework to do over the weekend, so I may not be on a lot. I always say that, but I always manage to find a 'spare' 2 or 4 hours....meh. I'm also going to the cinema in the morning, so....yeah, won't be here for a long time. At least I think. I'm boring myself now, I'll go.