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Sep. 25th, 2004 01:04 pmI hope this actaully works this time. I tried to update a couple of days ago but it refused.
This week has been cool, just settling into life at th 6th Form and getting used to all my classes and stuff. I'm not feeling as lonely at lunchtimes now, because, if I'm not down town just browsing and stuff, I'm in the Quiet Study Room, doing homework. I like doing that because it helps me sort out the homework I'm behind on, and so when I get home I don't have to automatically rush upstairs to finish something.
Journalism is going okay, I have a feeling it'll take a few weeks to settle into. The shorthand course we have to do with it is okay too, even if we do have to spend two hours after school doing it. It doesn't go as slowly as you'd think. I'm still going to take a while to adjust to taking notes in it though, it's like learning a whole new language! Oops! I just realised, I've forgotten to do my five minutes a week again. It's really stupid of me because it's a tiny amount of time, but it'll make a difference in the end.
There are some things I don't talk about in here, because I'm afraid the people involved would read it and find out. I'm saying this now because......well I feel I should start letting it out. I don't really have anyone at home I feel comfortable talking about this stuff with, and I'm too paranoid to say about it to my internet friends, in case they know someone who knows someone who knows them, and will tell or ask them about it...I know it's stupid but...*shrugs*...It's about....no I can't even type it here. Not even that one word. I am the definition of paranoia here.
Anyway, I'm waiting for 1.40 to roll around, 'cause I'm going to see a movie with my mate KT then. I'm glad, 'cause I haven't seen KT in a while. I think I've mentioned her before, but KT is the only one of my Primary School Friends I still keep in touch with. I see Kate, Beth, Rhiannon and a few others around from time to time, but I only ever really speak to/go out with KT. She's the one who's taking me to the McFly concert, I think I said. I'm glad she likes them.
Just found out Pleasantville is on TV tonight, which is great, because it has Tobey Maguire in it ( I have a major TM crush after seeing Spidey-2) and I've never seen it before, but always wanted to.
So coolies. I'm actually gonna go and text Sal now, i think, to see whats up. I don't want to disturb her if she's in the middle of meeting GC, so I'm not sure what time I should do...
Righty-ho, off I go.
Phill.
*hopes this works*
