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Grrr.

It's quarter past seven on a Saturday morning and I'm online. Why, I (don't) hear you ask? Because.........well I don't know why. The light just kept seeping through the curtains, and despite the scarf tied around my eyes, my brain would just not shut off. *annoyed*........now I'm going to be grumpy all day. Well, probably until my McFly DVD comes, if it does come. I hope it does.....it said 'Dispatched 17th September' - which was yesterday, and Amazon is quite quick so, hopefully it'll come today.

Hmm. What to say now.

Yesterday was pretty miserable. Weather wise, and mood wise for me. I'm getting sick of being by myself at the back of the 6th Form House while everyone - and I mean everyone - else is hanging out with their friends. I mean, I haven't spoken to Kylie or Leanne in days, or Lloyd, except for when he asked me for some water in English. It's so annoying sometimes, I wish I could make new friends (and I kinda am, with this girl in English, Kelly, she's from Coombeshead and actually talks to me, if you can believe it) but....you know. I just don't know how to go about it.

Another annoying thing about yesterday was as I was walking back to the 6th form house after dropping off my article in the Junction, these girls stood out the Drama room giggled and tried to say something to me/about me. I could tell, because I could hear one of them say 'Oh, she's got her headphones in...' and then giggle. That annoyed me because as a sixth former, I'm supposed to get respect, I think. My sister did....but it's starting to occur to me, that I'm nothing like my sister, personality wise. I can't demand respect, I'm not confident enough. Boo.

Enough with this moaning, I'm going to go and stare at my Adam Brody poster in the Cosmo Girl! that just came.

Later.

Phill.